SO CLOSE

Feb 5, 2007

Lying beside you my life flashes in my mind.

FLASH, FLASH, FLASH

I want to stare at your beautiful soul

But someone else seems to be watching me.

I am paralyzed to do anything I wish,

If only I could have my way this time,

I am so close to you…

The sight of your half naked body,

Relives deadly memories.

BEAT, BEAT, BEAT

Hearing your heart beating next to me,

Makes my heart stop.

LICK, LICK, LICK

I could almost taste your juicy lips,

But it is poison on my tongue.

SNIFF, SNIFF, SNIFF

Smelling the scent of your skin,

Sticks like glue against mine.

STROKE, STROKE, STROKE

I could almost stroke your intimate areas,

However more evils would flood my mind.

When you are so close to me…

It is so hard to stay away,

CHOKE, CHOKE, CHOKE

I am trapped within your grasp,

I submit fully only to you,

I cannot let go.