Monday, December 11, 2006
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I was awoken by his text
Finally we were going to met today.
But the only thing strange enough
Running through my mind is…
"I don't wana have sex with him."
"I don't wana have sex with him?"
Why is this voice talking to me?
Is it trying to convince me otherwise?
I didn't know why I was thinking that
As I got out of my bed and straight to the shower.
I shampooed my long hair first,
brushed my teeth and washed my face
And all I could say to myself is…
"I don't wana have sex with him."
"I don't wana have sex with him?"
Why is this voice talking to me?
Is it trying to convince me otherwise?
I was puzzled, looking up to the ceiling.
As I lather, slowly scrubbing my body
I proceed down south touching myself.
Making sure I'm clean, very clean.
Wondering, why I'm I doing this
I seem to be on auto drive and I ponder again…
"I don't wana have sex with him."
"I don't wana have sex with him?"
Why is this voice talking to me?
Is it trying to convince me otherwise?
I appeared confused
As I get out of the shower, dripping wet
I ran into my room naked.
While my skin is damp I rub lotion on it
Victoria's Secret Garden,
Pear Glace: skin-silkening
Why do I want to smell like a fruit, I thought…
"I don't wana have sex with him."
"I don't wana have sex with him?"
Why is this voice talking to me?
Is it trying to convince me otherwise?
I seemed more confused now
As I put on my favorite lacey thong
Along with my matching bra.
I continue to pick my clothes
And I'm having a hard time.
Why do I think about sex, when…
"I don't wana have sex with him!"
We're now sitting next to each other finally
He's driving me to his house
We talked, drank, and we... |
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